Thursday, December 30, 2004

Lonely Nights

How we can change so quickly! And we always tend to see ourselves the way others see us. I'm tired lately...I've been changing too much and it's completely out of my control. What's wrong with me? Life used to be so simple. So easy. I used to be so happy. And then- all of a sudden- everything changed. And I feel that none of it is in my hands...I don't control it anymore. Something is leading me away...

I realized a few days ago that I have no real friends. And there's nothing more lonely than that. I'm surrounded by people. But do any of them really care? I'm not talking about my parents. They will always care. But it's something else to have a good friend.

Young, old, guy, girl...I feel betrayed by them all lately. And I keep seeing myself as they see me. I can't help it anymore!

I feel like writing forever. But who would want to read such crap??? I think it's best if I go to bed- and cry. Just like last night. Till i fall asleep.


Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Step into my Midnight Cafe...

When in search of a sanctuary against the chill of winter nights, come into the Midnight Cafe where you will find warmth and good friends to pass the night away...